I have a science background and had visions of going into research, but I found lab work too difficult and preferred reading and writing about science. I then got a job working in marketing for a pharmaceutical company which I'm good at, but I'm not enjoying as it feels thankless and relentless and I feel like I'm not doing any good. There's lots of perks and flexibility and I can WFH but I'm utterly bored with it and it's only been a few months. It's the type of thing I'm naturally fairly good at so I adjusted quite quickly and I'm already bored.
I had a brief stint working for the NHS in a laboratory; it was low pay and long hours but I found it rewarding. I would love to be a doctor or nurse or midwife but I'm awful with blood, injuries, germs, etc. I'd love to be a primary school teacher but I hate public speaking.
Does anyone have any suggestions or advice?