With my own stupid brain. Every time I go on holiday I make myself unhappy trying to make everything perfect and doing the best most wonderful things I can with the time I have - even if I am on holiday alone. It completely ruins the trip for me as I am constantly obsessing over everything.
This week, for example, I'm away with DP (in the UK). It was a toss up between the location we are at or another one. I've spent the whole time wishing we had gone to the other one and feeling sad and annoyed about things.
I have tried to hide this from my other half and enjoy myself and live in the moment but I find it so hard.
Why am I like this? I am so lucky to be on a trip away and al I do is think about other things I could/should be doing.