Took a lateral flow yesterday as I started to feel awful in a short space of time, this was positive. Booked a PCR immediately and got the results this afternoon which were positive.
I'm so upset. This was my first Christmas with my new partner and his family. We had a huge party planned for tomorrow at his house, we've spent all week preparing and shopping for it. And its all ruined.
I woke up alone today, I'm by myself all day and I can't see anyone all week. I'm so lonely, upset and to top it all off I feel like death.
Luckily my lovely neighbour put a Christmas lunch and dessert on my doorstep and my friend is dropping another off later so I'm not missing out on that.
But, why now? I've spent the last nearly 2 years following all guidance and rules. I've limited contact. I got vaccinated as soon as I could. It just feels so unfair. I just want to cry and stamp my feet. I know people are a lot worse off than me and some people are incredibly ill, but I just need a whinge about it really!