It's my birthday today. Got chocolates and bottle of vodka from my kids bought by hubby at supermarket, no effort is ever afforded and some home made cards off of 2 of my kids, nothing from the other, reckons he lost it, yet hasn't left the house, pressies from family didn't arrive, so will, tomorrow probably.
Cooked the dinner, hubby just gone to work, but hasn't uttered a word all day (normal) But it's his birthday on the 22nd, so the same will be served up for him, see how he likes it. Daughter made me a cake with so much red food colouring in the icing, you could probably see it from space. I know my ADHD boy will be going nuts for the rest of the night and am dreading it, keep putting it off, saying my dinner has not gone down yet.
Another day in paradise.
Roll on 2022, when I will start saving to file for divorce, after I have paid off Christmas, that he never contributes too. Can see the light at the end of the 19 year marriage tunnel.
I have started looking after myself more, putting make up on, putting more of an effort, when going out, even if it's up to the shops, so I feel more like my old self. Getting comments already, which feels good, so ready for the remainder of my life, without him.
Just google searching where is a nice place to live as getting out of London for my new start.