Just that really. Lucky to have ds after five years of struggle. Desperate to give him a sibling. Felt confident that one of the three would work. But here I am.
Lot of resentment to DH as his fertility issue means that I am going through this experience which is so far removed from natural family making. I know I am being unreasonable for taking it out on him. He is a very proactive and loving father and I’m just gutted and broken right now. It’s such a lottery, clinic don’t have much more to suggest apart from more tests. We have two more tries left and then it’s sort of game over. Any advice?