Hey all.. I guess I'm just looking for a bit of encouragement 🙄 I am 27, I graduated 6 years ago with a degree in business and since then I have been working as an executive assistant in London, I hate my job and I don't think I'm particularly good at it either! I have had years of being pretty miserable and I am starting to think that I have been depressed for a while..
When I was young I never knew what I wanted to do, I bounced around from farmer lol, to cafe owner, to marine biologist, to journalist, to police officer, to makeup artist, to hairdresser, to joining the RAF to working in marketing etc etc etc, beauty and makeup was always my passion though, but over the last 5 years I have become completely uninterested in it.
I hate office work, I need something less sedentary, i feel so drained, but I feel like I am possibly slowly coming out of feeling so depressed because I feel like my passion for makeup and beauty is coming back! Would I be crazy to sack it all in and go and do a makeup and beauty course, get a little job to pay the bills and work on something that I truly enjoy!? I can't help but have this nagging in my head that says I should do the safe and easy option as I was brought up to be very risk adverse, but.. won't I just be unhappy for my whole life?