I've been really struggling with the weekends recently. It feels like every weekend I have this frenzied rush to try and fit everything in to try and make up for a stressful week of work, and yet it always feel disappointing.
This weekend I've been shopping, been social, had a nice relaxing coffee in a coffee shop, been for a long walk in nature, deep cleaned, lit candles and watched a cosy Christmas film, had a nice roast dinner and had my haircut and had a pamper.
It still doesn't feel enough. I still feel empty and anxious and that I've not had a proper/'good enough' weekend. Dreading work tomorrow.