I am so irritated and frustrated this morning - nothing on it's own is that bad but everything together is getting on top of me and I'm really just trying to work so could do without stewing.
1 - we have a puppy - he's lovely and I adore him 80% of the time but bloody hell he tires the patience
2 - MIL is in hospital, she's just been transferred to a stroke rehab unit - it's only a half hour drive technically but the traffic is so bad that it can end up being a 3 hour round trip including the hour visiting slot - if I hear SIL (300 miles away) say 'can't you or DH just pop and see her after work/in your lunch break' once more I cannot be responsible for my actions
3 - DS (17) and his phantom upset stomach which miraculosly only occurs on a Monday morning - he's not gone to college today and he's only been for 1 full week since half term
4 - DH and his back problems - he's had 2 surgeries in the past and now a new epsiode has flared up - I am so sad for him and he's in so much pain but it means he isn't taking on his share atm - I don't for one minute resent him for that and would never say anything to him - it's just more pressure
5 - My weight - I am so overweight and have been for so long - I don't feel like I can ever tackle it. I'm 51 and just see myself turning into my very unhappy, very immobile mother
Sorry - I'm wallowing but bloody hell, I could happily go and live in my caravan in the middle of a field right now.