Please help me get agrip

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I was meant to be away this weekend, couldn't due to Covid (not me) so getting a bit sorry for myself.

Log onto socials this morning and see some friends had a birthday party last night, literally all my local friends/acquaintances were there other than me.

Normally stuff like this didn't bother me, am happy to keep myself to myself but this had absolutely floored me.

Please help me shake it off, I can't keep hiding the tears from DH (and can't explain why I'm sad, just sounds ridiculous)

Did they think you where away?

Allow yourself to be unreasonably sad. Be compassionate to yourself because there is obviously something going on inside. Be nice to DH, say sorry I’m having a weepy day. Get through to bed time and you’ll feel better tomorrow and this time next week you will barely be thinking about it.

No, was never asked. And they didn't know I was supposed to be away.

It was at a local social club too, no sit down meal