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Hi, would love some advice or opinions!
I’ve been experiencing a tender aching feeling in my left breast for about six months on and off, kind of felt like a cross between the ligament stretching and pre-menstrual boob ache. I’ve been really lax about wearing a bra since lockdown started and I’ve been WFH every day, and I’ve got big boobs so I wasn’t surprised to feel the discomfort! But then a couple of months ago I was doing a boob check and I noticed a lot of firm, lumpy tissue in the upper part of my left breast, with one particularly hard nodule (about 1cm in size), so I made a GP appointment. She did a really thorough check of both my boobs and said the ‘lump’ I was feeling felt tiny and she could only find it with her fingertips once I’d pointed it out, but she referred me to the breast clinic anyway. They did an ultrasound and found nothing, but the consultant said that I have glandular/nodular tissue in that part of my breast and that’s what I was feeling. She said she couldn’t feel a distinct lump as such. As I’m a month away from turning 40 she then referred me for a mammogram just to be safe. I had the mammo 1.5 weeks ago and I’m assuming no news is good news as I haven’t had a result yet.
I know I should feel reassured, but the ‘lump’ is still there, and so is the discomfort - which has been actual pain a couple of times lately, kind of bruised feeling, but I am very close to my period so might be menstrual tenderness? The pain does seem to move around a bit, sometimes under my arm, often near the hard tissue (lump??), sometimes in both boobs but rarely. I’ve purposely lost 20lbs in weight over the last six months, could I be feeling nodules that were previously buried beneath fat? Or could these changes in texture and discomfort have come on because I’m nearing perimenopause?
I also wanted to know does anyone else have this hard, lumpy tissue in their breasts, possibly with one nodule that feels harder and more prominent than the rest of the tissue? I really want to relax and put this behind me but I keep coming back to this stupid lump and panicking!
Thanks for any help!