What is on my mind is females have tended not to be not interested in myself. Therefor males have tended to reject myself as I’m not part of their thing. I’m not sure it matters, as souls tend to find each other when it’s Gods timing. Yet due to youth and hip hop I’m getting a lot of unnecessary stuff. It’s made me realize not to pursue a soulmate at all. You never know for sure who it is. I do recall males not taking an interest in me at school. I feel there’s not interest yes I guess the brave face would be best. I’m not so sure I really do find the whole thing a bit too personal and soulful. I wouldn’t say it’s me that it got all wrong 😀