I'm good at my job, know my strategy and objectives and really enjoy the role.
We had a huge catch up at the office yesterday and we all had to present our areas. I was super prepared and happy with my slides, so why did I get the horrible heart thudding anxiety and weird sheep voice of nerves 😳
I wasn't remotely nervous up to about 60 seconds beforehand. I was feeling proud of myself actually, as when I was younger I would have been a nervous wreck.
I'm just annoyed at myself and wish I had done better. Colleagues said they couldn't tell I was nervous but I think they're being kind! Ugh.
I know it's not a big deal really.
Just posting for solidarity and to get it off my chest. 

