I think I might be suffering from depression. I am miserable, irritable and tearful nearly all the time. I can hide the tearful side but I feel like I am irritable and grumpy a lot more that I used to be (I've always been short tempered.)
I think the main thing getting me down is work. I'm looking for new job to try and sort that one., though that's not easy as I'm late 40s and need a certain income to pay the mortgage etc so can't just take anything and it feels very late to retrain. My marriage is also pretty rubbish at the moment. DH and I barely speak any more. I feel irritated with him- lazy and drinks too much and I know I irritate him as well. It's not bad enough to split and I don't want to but we are not as happy as we used to be either. This could be linked to my work unhappiness.
I don't have may proper friends, just lots of acquaintances. I never tll anyone how I really feel except the odd moan about work. I feel if I started I would be a blubbering mess. Not sure what advice I'm expecting from this, maybe just ideas on what to do to feel better.
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Miserable all the time
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emmarocks · 27/09/2021 14:50
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