I feel like I have so much going on all the time its one thing after another. I never ever get a break. Everything comes down to me. And I mean everything from practical things down to mental/emotional health.
I recently ended my relationship we never lived together but together for 7 years. I realised he will always be mummy's boy and never a man. Coming over sitting on the sofa waiting for his dinner 🖕. For me to wait on him. Because he's had a hard day at work .
I don't work so that means I do nothing.
Bullet points of my stuff
Dd: her DV situation, social services, support system. Housing. The effects dv has had on her son. She's with me every day. Social worker meetings are all done at my house. Dd is here everyday mon-fri. I love her but she's very hard work.
Then I have with my other children teen and preteen strops. And tantrums constant bickering. Basically I'm dealing with the life issues of 8 People well minus 1 due to getting rid of the man child. I do feel better for that actually.
I love my children I really do and I feel privileged that they come to me when they need me and they can talk to me and I will always be there for them.
I'm not looking for it to be fixed it can't be right now. I don't even know why I'm posting.