Every morning whenever I have something planned, I wake up with a sense of dread. Even when it's a good day I have been looking forward to, in fact I would say when it's a good day is when I wake up with the sense of dread the most.
Today it's a beautiful sunny Sunday and I have a nice day planned including a family meal out. Yet this morning I woke up with a sense of dread and a feeling of just wanting to stay at home. I've had this since childhood, I remember when it was my friends' birthday parties I would always tell my Mum I didn't want to go, I wanted to stay at home and I remember the sense of dread. I am always fine once I'm actually up and about doing things.
Does anyone else experience this? I think it's related to anxiety.