Feeling a bit low. The last two summer holidays have been a bit different obviously to covid. But last year we managed to get away in a holiday cottage. This year a few weekends here and there. Shouldn't moan as we live in a beautiful part of the uk where lots of people to come to holiday. But....I am at my wits end trying to persuade my DS12 DD15 to do things as a family. My DH really couldn't care and is quite happy literally just watching tv. The kids on their phones all day and most of the night. When they do want me to magic up some ideas of what to do none of them can agree and it turns into an argument or someone is really grumpy, which in turn makes DH grumpy. I know they need to spend time with their friends, which they do, but this is spare day when they have nothing to do. We both work quite long hours and I used to love the time we spent as a family, now it's just awful. I miss the cute days out where a walk and a picnic was exciting, the cinema and swimming was a real treat. Even going to the beach is boring now. God it's draining trying to be the 'organiser'. I keep thinking I should just do my own thing but that makes me so sad. Is this normal?!