Struggling

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I shouldn't be. But I am. It's been 3 years this weekend since I lost my d bro. I feel like I can't breathe, I'm struggling mentally to manage. Everything seems overwhelming at the minute and seems bleak. How can it be? How is that it?

Ive had counselling, I've picked myself up time and again. I've managed to carry on looking after my children.

But I feel empty and lost and just well... sad really.

Have had a couple of glasses of wine. Tried to do something mindful. It doesn't feel better. Will it feel better? Ever?

I'm so sorry ☹️ I can't help but couldn't read and run. Big hugs xxx

Thank you.

I'm not anyone can really. As DH said when he got home tonight it will never be alright. How can it be?

I think I haven't adjusted to that yet.