I am American but on 9/11, I lived in Greater Manchester (my husband is from there). I had just put my eight-month-old daughter for a nap before I had to collect her older brothers from school. I put on the television and walked into the kitchen to make a cup of tea, when I returned, I saw that the news showed the World Trade Center on fire. My heart went into my throat.
My aunt worked in the WTC. I had no idea which one she worked in but I just hoped and prayed she was okay. I was just about to call my sister in Texas when I, and the world, saw the second plane hit the other tower. I was suddenly plagued with confusion, fear, dread and helplessness.
I called my sister and couldn't get through to her or anyone at all. I had to stop what I was doing, wake the baby and had to go to the school and collect my sons. I barely remember doing it. It was a strange reality I was feeling because in my head, my aunt and her family were affected, my country was under attack and no one had a clue what was happening at the school gates because they were preoccupied with other things because they were not as connected to phones as we are now and the news hadn't reached them yet. I was in so much panic.
By the time I got home the children back home, I turned on the tv and heard about the Pentagon. I simply couldn't get through to any relatives of mine, the lines just kept dropping. I was simply frantic but trying to keep things together for my children. I just remember me just sort of throwing food at them for snacks and just pacing the floor.
Then I witnessed the south tower collapse. My son, who was nine-years-old at the time, said I collapsed into sobs and fell to the floor and that I stayed like that for a while. The bad news just kept coming when it was announced that a plane had crashed and it was suggested that it had been hijacked and then the news of the Pentagon's collapse and finally the collapse of the north tower. I just sobbed and sobbed and held my phone hoping for someone in my family to call me. I simply knew I had lost my aunt. My husband was working in Europe so I had to keep myself calm (it didn't work) for my kids but I was so scared and dumbfounded and deeply sad and I wished to be back "home".
After three days, I finally got a call from my sister. Our aunt was in the south tower and just heard the explosion at the north tower but didn't know what it was and proceeded to do have her breakfast at her desk and do her work. She wasn't concerned because they had a spate of fire drills before and she had a lot of work to do and didn't want to evacuate the building. Finally, her boss told her to go down and was the last on her floor to leave and she made it to the ground floor by the time her tower was hit. Had she stayed, she would have been directly affected and killed.
I met with her two years ago, in 2019, and asked her what she witnessed. Her tale was harrowing and she was deeply scarred and still emotionally wounded by what she saw on the day. It took her 16 years, to go back to lower Manhattan (she lives in mid-town) and go to the site. I know she lost friends, acquaintances and extended family members on the day. I totally understand her not ever wanting to to be there ever again.