So it’s a long story but I cut it short. I haven’t spoken to my siblings for a year and more (fell out with sister first, years ago any how) when I was pregnant I told them and no one said congrats when she was born last year in the pandemic no one said congrats, wanted to see her nothing. (I fell out with my dad the same time for more reason but they to long to list lol) made up (well not really made up as still kinda pi*ed off with him) anyways. I find out by him one of my brothers & his wife is having a baby (thanks for telling me like even tho I told them) (they had a miscarriage before that (I didn’t know)) I just know my sister (the one I fell out with) was so nice about it to them. yet when I had one she told me to stop posting stuff about it stop me seeing my nieces and nephew because I become depressed and no one was there for me. None of them said happy birthday to my baby literally nothing. (Why am I still pi*send off with them all) I just want to be included but not even before I fell out with them they would ignore me and not bother with me (long story tbh) I have this long message sitting in my notes to send them all it but why should I bother when I know they won’t care! I can’t just not say another it will bother me more (I don’t even want to see my dad but I did it for my children but I can’t get the hate and the hurt out of my head) toxic is toxic and that’s all of my family 🤦🏻♀️