This is my first ever post! Eeek
I think I've got stuck in a rut when we went into lockdown last March. Like everyone we were all stuck in the house for months and I started working from home full-time but even though life has almost returned to normal I feel so unmotivated and fed up!
I don't really leave the house from Monday to Friday unless I have an appointment or somewhere to go and then at the weekends I cant decide what I should do or where I should go or even if I want to do anything. I spend a huge part of my weekend mornings wondering what I should do and usually its lunchtime before I decide just to stay home.
Its strange because in some ways I feel lonely but on the other hand I don't really want to spend time with other people either. Its not that I'm afraid to go out I just avoid it. My husband will sometimes suggest places to go and I will make an excuse not to go and i don't really know why. My teenage daughters are out a lot of time doing their own thing so they don't rely on me entertaining them anymore. Im only 40 and I feel like I live like an old woman. I just can't be bothered going out and lost motivation in such a lot of my life
Has anyone else been affected by lockdown like this?? I cant remember what my old life used to be like but it wasn't this.