Hi. I all ready have 5 beautiful children. I had a miscarriage in December 2020 at about 4/5 weeks!! so what really excited when found out again a few weeks ago. I'm now 7 weeks. But had some light bleeding so I thought I miscarry again. So I getting drunk as I dont think I can so this again!! ;( , I haven't seen midwife yet or told dr etc. As wanted wait till pass as least 8 weeks. I don't want for another early scan as don't want the disappointment again!! I so annoyed about this could be happening again so been on drink! It could be from sex mb! I just can't deal with this again!! I so confused! I know I must look like being selfish! By have 5 all ready! But I like this pregnancy 2 be ok!! So I so pissed off it looks like the end all over again. So I need some reassurance mb! I very strong person!! But losing again is putting me the edge!!
So what can I do!! 
Please help!!