I have a really weird phobia question for you.
I have anaphylaxis and have been intubated before several times, for several lengths, in various settings (A and E, ward, pavement), and some times it's been done when I am awake, sometimes I have collapsed or been sedated. It's a bit of a mixture as to whether I can remember that bit where they intubate to be honest, but in all cases I do remember being awake before it comes out- sometimes for a few hours (obviously in intensive care).
I have to have some surgery and I am wondering how it works in surgery, do they have to intubate me or is there a way for me to be asleep but without the tube in? I know it sounds really stupid but will I remember the tube being in when I am awake if you do have to use a tube?