Hi I've been with my husband over 10 years. We lost a little boy at 17 weeks back in October 2012. I've had multiple chemicals but this feels so different. I've got weird tingling/butterflies. Pulling sensations, feeling sick at any given part of the day and I feel excited but I'm scared to be excited. I'm on cyclogest which is giving me some cramping and I keep convincing myself that aunt flow is coming! I've not even told my husband yet because I'm scared if I tell him and it all goes wrong I'll have gotten his hopes up. I've just had some tests done through my gp ready for ivf! I'm praying with all my might this one sticks and all will be OK.