I've been in the same industry for around 15 years now (my entire adult working life), having chosen to start work instead of uni. I don't regret that decision at all, I earn just under 33k which probably isn't much but it's been decent enough for our family's small luxuries.
Up until the first lockdown, I enjoyed my job but I can't stand waking up knowing I have to do the job I do anymore. It's a very corporate company without a less than desirable culture and I'm sick of it. I'm run ragged as whenever anyone contacts me it's a complaint which is part of my job but not the amount of abuse I've had to learn to deal with. There is never a positive interaction to be had and I need some of that for my sanity. My anxiety is through the roof and making me sick, it's definitely work related as I'm fine when off and not thinking about work but the intrusive thoughts are spoiling my weekends when they creep in.
I'm the main earner, DH is doing a job miles away for significantly less and travel costs for him are high but he hasn't been able to get anything local yet as he is in a specific field. We've moved in the last year and our mortgage is nearly £1k a month.
I'm so glad to have a job and roof over my head when so many people don't but I just feel like this is a massive pressure cooker and feel as though I can't do it anymore, I cry easily recently and feel like everything is my fault. I'm so desperate to quit my job but don't have enough savings to fall back on right now to do that.
Is there any job/sector/small business I can start you can recommend which is rewarding without constant negativity? I'm hard working and put in every effort to everything I do but don't want this to be it for years to come.