Been plagued my whole life with multiple mental health issues, eating disorders, confidence issues, childhood trauma and now fertility issues (which is probably a blessing for the poor would-be child as some weeks I am too gripped by depression to even have a shower). I have problems with confidence and saying no to people which means I get walked over a lot and I just don't know what the point is to my existence other than to be a tool to help other people get what they want. I feel like the people in my life deserve someone better than me. Someone who isn't such a loser 😔