About a week ago I went out with DH and some friends to the pub. I wasn't drinking as I was pregnant. During the evening I felt increasingly unwell and I said I'd like to go home. He was just finishing up his drink when unfortunately my waters broke and I started having a miscarriage, I was only 16 weeks so it was horrific. a woman from the village we live in was staring at me and I know she was staring because she was doing that thing where you notice something and then do a double take and then can't stop staring.
I assume she was staring because it looked like I'd just pissed myself in a pub beer garden.
I know her to see her and have seen her around quite a lot, I feel so embarrassed she witnessed it all happening and I don't know whether to just brazen it out and let her think I pissed myself or tell her? We have mutual friends and this is a small village, everyone knows each other's business. I know by next week quite a lot of people will have heard about it, we were just telling people we were pregnant so not many people knew.
It's bad enough to have lost my baby without people thinking I just got so drunk I lost control. I don't want to go out at the moment because I'm afraid of bumping into her.