Split up with my wife who I was with for 15 years (I am 30). Moved in with parents as she stayed in the house we own with kids. Have kids lots which is amazing but my mum walks around tutting and muttering under her breath. I feel so unwelcome and like I am in the way. I can’t move out as still paying 50% of mortgage and cannot sell as bought under right to buy from council.
Ex wife moved on after a week and then I got suspended from work pending investigation into abuse of IT. Turns out it was emailing sons school from work email address but my employer says this is gross misconduct.
Then to top it all off at the age of 30 I get a diagnosis of autistic spectrum disorder. Who will ever want me and how can I keep being a good dad when I have no home to offer and maybe no income.
I feel so lost and alone.