have suffered with depression since having my twins but have been okay for 3 years until January this year when I thought I should sort my own problems out as that might be what's causing the problems. As a child I was abused physically, mentally and sexually. I thought it would be a good idea to get help from a therapist on the NHS. As soon as I talked to him he was very persistent I should go and see him. He also asked about my twins and said that he would want to see them too. I found this strange as the therapist was for me and not the children
He would also ring my phone numbers of times because I couldn't attend as my kids was in school and had no one to look after them and was uncomfortable with bringing them to m therapy session. He rung me up saying he got very annoyed that I did not attend and I should attend to see him come today. I dont have any appointment just working on the computer (very weird)
Anyways after him speaking to me like this I was to uncomfortable to see him as he tried to say I had psychosis from experience as a child from what I been through and tried to put me on tablets even know he has never met me or seen me.
Anyway called the doctor and she slipped up saying because I didnt attend his appointment hes concerned over the children's welfare and wants a health visitor to come by and check on the kids and myself.
I feel very discouraged me even get any help any more and very anxious and upset about the comment about the children as I'm a good mum and doesnt mean because I'm feeling down and anxious ( because where I live ) I need help with my children. I'm so worried they are trying to take my twins away by making lies up please help. I need advise xxx