Tomorrow is my "Monday"/first day of work for the week. I've been feeling so down all day, but this evening it feels like I'm on the verge of tears. I don't really know why. I like work when I'm there for the most part.
The only things I can think of are that one of my colleagues wants me to get moved onto a more complicated system tomorrow to gain experience in it, I'm dreading it as I don't feel ready to tackle it alone and from prior experience know that I will be just expected to get on with it. Another colleague I work with has been really unsupportive and not sharing work tasks properly leaving me with a higher workload and herself a lighter workload. Her personality is very brunt and abrasive and I'm quite sensitive and I find her difficult to work with.
I know I'll be ok when I'm at work but right now I feel so sad and anxious.