I need to give my head a wobble! I am married, with a young child, a mortgage, a happy life. Why am I suddenly constantly thinking about 8/10 years ago - living at my parents, early twenties, dating, going out, the different ex boyfriends, the sex. I was so stressed about stupid shit, I want to go back to those days with the knowledge I have now! Put myself out there more, enjoy it more, get less serious and have more casual fun. I was pretty attractive then but bar a c-section scar I'm better now. I want to go back and do it all again. It's like I've only just realised how much I've grown up, my twenties are basically over, I never thought past this stage. I'll never get it back. Chances are if I ever end up single again I won't have the fun I had back then again! I'm thinking maybe people who settle in their late 30s are on to something. You're only this young and attractive once. I obviously knew that but had never really thought about it, took it for granted! Am I being daft? I've got the end goal! Why am I longing to do it all again?