Covid loneliness

[EllenW123]

After a year of the covid situation, I struggle. I live alone. and work from home. Everyone thinks I am a happy, nice person but they have no idea how I feel. My 26 year old daughter is getting on with her own life. I try reaching out to friends, but don't get much response. I spent all Easter weekend alone, apart from visiting my elderly Mother in her care home. I spend loads of time ruminating, worrying and reflecting. Lockdown has made me feel worse than ever. Is any one else feeling this way? Does anyone have any suggestions?

Sorry to hear this OP. Have you thought about new friendships? There are many online events and groups you can join.

Also maybe the perfect time to casually research holiday destinations and new hobbies?

Thankyou. Theres a couple of ideas for holidays in the pipeline with a friend and a group I know, but I just feel it's a drop in the ocean and feel like some sad lonely person without a life, it's that bad!

Hi I’m so sorry to read this.I don’t have any suggestions other than trying to find a local club for an interest you might have.maybe as lockdown eases and things open up there might be places that want volunteers eg local wildlife groups or National Trust, etc
Also..have you actually told people how you feel? It can be hard but if you don’t tell anyone no one can make it a little better-and I’m sure they would like to
Good luck

Thanks but that's an idea to volunteer. I don't know who to tell to be fair. I don't want to be a burden or people feel sorry for me. It is really hard.