Hand Hold please wonderful women of MN

[HareInTheForm]

I've been on here several years under the guise of many usernames, telling the stories of my life.
The most repeatable one being of my 'd'p and his behaviour whilst, not being out and out abusive, has worn out my sunny outlook on life and had me in tears many times.

Last night was the tipping point that finally clicked the switch that said 'I cannot and will not do this anymore.
Even though I have a disabling condition I have been taking steps to improve things, which it is doing - slowly.

I want to leave here, get my own little place and breathe a bloody big sigh of relief at being on my own again. SO THIS MORNING i'VE APPLIED FOR A JOB !!!!!! I don't know if I'll get it, but just applying for it has been massive, and its the only way I'm going to get out of here.

handhold and best wishes, the first step is always the hardest

Fat hand here - clapping against another fat hand. But they can hold your hand any time you like.

I was you once.

Good luck 🤞🏼

Brighter days are ahead🌻 x

Thank you so much.

It's the first application I've made for over 20 years, although I've been working all that time. Trouble is, the lockdown flattened my line of work, so I need to go paye to become independent, rather than wait for my business to pick up again.

Well done and wishing you all the best