In a nutshell:
I'm just not coping with the stress of everyday living any more! It's a really low-level form of anxiety I think. I find it hard to relax; I won't let myself sit down and do nothing, or plan a fun day out (inasmuch as such a thing is possible in these times). I just think of all the things I have to do, all the decluttering, all the washing, all the cleaning. My house is on the (very) messy side of normal.
For what it's worth I have a diagnosed anxiety disorder (social anxiety) which I have managed fairly well for years following treatment. But I'm now realising that this low-level anxiety is ruining my life. If I know I have an appointment later in the day, I can't completely relax beforehand. On a Sunday, I start feeling restless around 1 or 2pm, already thinking about going back to work tomorrow, getting the children ready for school, all the other things I have to do.
The question is this: where do I find help? I feel like my GP's not going to be interested, especially with all the other things going on in the world right now. But this issue is very definitely ruining any enjoyment that's still to be found in life these days.
Ideas?