Name changed!
I have been offered a job in the NHS subject to me passing my degree/qualifying. I finish my final placement at the end of august and will then have to wait for my pin (I’m not sure how long this takes, I know it can vary!) During the interview which took place 3 weeks ago they asked if I had any holidays booked they needed to honour. I was very nervous in the interview, it was face to face with a panel of 4 and I’d gone to pieces so I said no, nothing at all, totally and utterly forgetting the holiday I have booked for a week in October. It is for my mum’s 50th birthday and has been booked since last year. It just totally and utterly slipped my mind. Anyway I thought that I wouldn’t go but now through guilt tripping ( my entire family
Are booked on so over 30 people) and the fact that I would lose the £500 deposit I want to go. Plus I didn’t have any contact details for anyone at the job as the department is newly
Formed so no phone lines yet plus they called me to offer me the job on a withheld number. Obviously I do not want to jeopardise my job opportunity at all, this role is my
Dream job and I am so excited to be starting and know that I am lucky to get a job in this department as a newly Qualified.
I have had some paperwork through from the recruitment office but I am absolutely terrified to ask about the holiday. I feel like I’ve royally messed up and that they’re going to think I’m a complete idiot for not mentioning it at the interview which is definitely not the impression I want to give. I feel really anxious about this simply because it’s so close to me qualifying but a family holiday with my everyone including my 85 year old grandad is something I’ve never done before and probably won’t be able to do again!
Is anyone a NHS manager and think emailing now would go against me?
Sorry if this is very rambling. I’m genuinely a calm, competent person in real life!