I have depression, i'm not open about it at all. Only my mother knows about it.
I have so much going on at the moment, single parenting, home learning, working from home, trying to move house, packing, working on eating disorder, working on my freelance job on the side.
I just want to go to sleep. I feel like i cant adult properly at the moment. I think if i didn't have work it would be more manageable but honestly i am so severely overwhelmed that i do nothing. I am almost paralysed by it all and i feel so guilty and useless.
If i had been at my job longer id probably get signed off as its quite bad. But I'm within my probation period so will probably get sacked.
Do i just need to get a grip.