Work is shit . So utterly shit that I don't even have it in me to get into proper detail.
Suffice to say I'm doing too much, I'm doing things way above my pay grade and no one gives a shit or worse just pile more shit on. Cherry on the cake, no performance management because Covid. Despite me working towards my targets, having evidence for that and working more than I've ever done before. But no, just a rushed "I'm so busy" 5 minute chat to check if I'm ok. In a job that pays peanuts anyways.
I totally lost it with OH tonight. As usual just being contrary, devil's advocate, oh that's the nature of the job, nothing is ever unfair, I'm just being unreasonable. So i just totally and completely lost it. He doesn't want to listen to me anymore (later changed it to listen to me being sad) and don't worry about money ,just quit.
That's without Covid and having a kid and trying to juggle everything in normal life and all the added worries and stress.
I'm just so fucking done.