Sorry I'm posting here for traffic, as I feel like I won't get an answer if I post elsewhere, and I'm really feeling such a state at the moment.
I was recently diagnosed with ADD and prescribed medikinet, which is basically the same as ritalin, both methylphenidate. My DS also has ADHD and has been on the same meds since september with no problems.
I took my first dose yesterday, 5mg of the fast reacting stuff, one in the morning and again in the afternoon. Initially I felt high, fast heartbeat, rapid breathing then it calmed down and I felt amazingly clear and focused and was able to engage with DS in a way that would previously have left me exhausted. Great. But this only lasted for a few hours after this I felt more and more tired, I crashed so heavily when it wore off, and worst of all I have the most awful headache and jaw pain which will not go away.
I'm now sitting here in tears, wondering if the doctors made a mistake, feeling awful for giving this stuff to my child, scared to take another dose and just feeling hopeless really.
If any of you are taking, or have taken ritalin or similar, did you feel like this? Is it something that improves with time?