Hi, I don't know who else to talk to about this as they'll think I'm crazy.
I had my 2nd daughter 4 weeks ago. It was a horrible pregnancy (SPD, Gestational diabetes, recurrent utis) and I was induced 2 weeks early. Me and my fiancé both agreed no more kids (he has 2 from a previous relationship so this was his 4th baby). He's going to get the snip but he wants to wait till he's 30 (next year and no I don't know why 30). I hated having normal periods and ovulation when we were trying for our newest daughter so I'm looking into the coil, was going to book in for the next week or so.
I've been feeling quite sad since giving birth. Didn't think I'd miss pregnancy but I do. Didn't think I'd feel sad about her being the last but I do. I've gone nearly 10 months feeling absolutely fine with not having another, but since giving birth I feel so deflated.
There is absolutely no convincing my OH in having another and I'm not sure if I even do want one or it's just my hormones. I'm thinking the latter. Does it pass? How can I help it to pass? I'm enjoying every moment with my baby but when she's asleep I feel so sad and alone because I know my OH doesn't feel the same. I tried talking to him about it a few days ago but I couldn't quite convey my true feelings to him and I'm not sure why. :( :(