Am on a slump today.
Dd waiting for CAMHs referral that will take however long it has to due to it being overstretched following trying to cut wrists and take od.
Dd also slack as a bag of spanners and not organised Re school work. Goes in when I am not working from home but misses a few lessons claiming tech issues. I keep in touch with school but feel like I am always always having to keep an eye on her.
Ds2 started high school, primary bully is back with a vengeance as well as older siblings and their friends, in process of trying to move school during covid. Friends have stopped contacting dc to play on xbox. This, was tactic they have used before with other people, so dc slowly being isolated. School are supporting dc going even though they are highly regarded as other family are known for behaviour.
My car was written off at Christmas, was settled but just had a call otger driver disputing and claiming injuries, their car had a bump, mine written off.
I ferl like every bloody thing is a battle, I want someone to just close the door in the next few months sort everything out and then reopen it so I can step back into normal life.
I xant even go out anywhere, always someone in the house so I don't get 1 hour peace. I could cry.