Feeling a bit sorry for myself, and just asking for a hand hold. I’ve been separated for just over two years with two dd’s.
I’ve had some blood tests which were abnormal, with raised cancer markers and very low ferritin levels, and I am having lots of different tests. I have to have an endoscopy next week and really anxious about it, COVID has made me realise how alone I am, I’m an only child with no parents, my support bubble moved last year so aren't local anymore, and I’ve realised I have nobody to take me to the appointment, bring me home and stay with me after sedation.
In normal times, I would have various friends I could ask, but there’s nobody now with the restrictions that are in.
Sorry, just venting, I just feel lonely, and now scared of having this endoscopy and what they might find.