I’m really trying not to be a total grinch, for the sake of my housemates rather than myself, but can’t seem to snap myself out of it. I’ve never particularly liked Christmas (lots of childhood/ teenage family dramas) and losing my mum near Christmas has really stopped any festive feelings I might have developed. This year, due to covid, I’m stuck
in a house share (with people who I get on with, but still..) without any of the things that made Christmas bearable. I’m also experiencing the worst period I’ve ever had and I don’t think I can even bring myself to smile at the moment.
Anyone else just not able to muster the energy to even pretend?!?