Cant get over affair

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Hi
Discovered wifes affair over 2 years ago, since then we've been through the whole range of emotions and overall its been awful. We've moved from our dream home to get away from it all but right now I feel dead inside and full of hate for her affair partner (his wife never found out) and I feel totally lost. Sometimes I wake up thinking I wish I hadn't. She's remorseful and couldn't do anymore but her betrayal haunts me and I feel I may never be at peace. Don't even know why I'm posting, just feel lost.....

Don't apologise, and please don't give up. I have 2 grown up sons from a previous relationship and they need me (not always) like yours need you. Please hold on, the clouds will lift and the sun will rise shine on you again. It has for me 🤗

Icanflyhigh - apologies meant to tag you on my last message. Please read and take hope. Posting on here has really helped me, there are some amazing people on here who genuinely care for others. ❤