I’ve been prescribed codeine/dihydrocodeine for years and years for bladder problems, endometriosis with Bowel involvement and adhesions . I’ve managed to come off it several times and then always plonked back on it or have to buy OTC as so sore .
Most recent have been taking it on and off for two months or so .
It’s an addiction now and I’m struggling .
GP knows but it isn’t very interested, and I’m scared to talk to her as I’m worried if for example I need more surgery I’ll be refused analgesia . Been on that position before . And with periods, I’m usually on the floor in agony and codeine is the only thing that helps.
I’m day three of withdrawal now and I’m struggling enormously . Diarrhoea, severe panic attacks, hyperventilating, shaking, hot and cold, head cold symptoms, vomiting, and a constant sense of doom . I can’t sit still and can hardly walk so dizzy . Thoughts are all wonky too so having to avoid TV as slightest thing is sending me through the roof . I’m terrified of them saying I’m obviously an addict and leaving me in pain .
What can I do? I keep thinking - go to Boots and buy a pack and withdraw more slowly, or ring GP and ask for help? Surely the only thing I can do is try and sit this out ... I’m not sure what the alternative is ..