Feeling broken and so lost. I live 300 miles away and am alone with DD 6 so can’t travel there. DP is in Wales with his elderly dad so can’t even come home.
We spent so many years not being very close but re connected when my DD was born. Feel like I’ve missed out on so much time with him.
Have to try and explain it to DD who adores him. We’ve been explaining to her how ill he’s been but I don’t think it’s really sunk in with her and she’s going to be devastated.
It’s looking likely that my area will move to tier 3 soon as well so don’t know if I’ll even be able to go to his funeral.
Don’t see any way through this pain right now.