Feel so depressed

[Daisyflower12345]

I don't even know why I'm writing this but just needed somewhere to vent.

I feel so low and depressed literally all the time. I have DD who is 1 and I struggle nearly everyday with putting her to sleep. She is currently being rocked to sleep and my back is in so much pain I'm constantly rocking and it could take over an hour some nights. She's sleeping better through the night which is obviously great but it's just putting her to sleep.

I just feel so alone and it's affected me like I'm always angry always frustrated. Sometimes I just think what is the point in doing anything I just want to give up.

I hate how I feel and how lost I feel.

Im so sorry that you feel this way. I have been dealing with depression (and anxiety too) for years ... I'm not saying you have depression but if you in a low mood al the time and thinking "whats the point?" You might have...step one is call your gp they might suggest therapy or some medication to lift your mood...
Once I was honest about how low to my sister and a GP I felt it was liberating and my sis is always there for me and it helps to know I have somebody who loves me and would miss me so I go on. Some days are better than others... I hope you will feel a little better tomorrow, sending love x