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I am 42 with a 5 year old child and would love another child. I have had two miscarriages and two tfmr for a genetic condition. I had my last tmfr almost 8 week ago, I haven't seen my period since then, I had sex 6 weeks ago(husband used the withdrawal method), GP thought I might be pregnant, last Sunday I had positive pregnancy test, I have just done the test again and its negative. I knew I wasn't pregnant as the weeks count on the test showed 1 to 2 weeks, nevertheless my hopes have been dashed again. I am not pregnant. When does this all end? I have been trying for the last 3 years. .I feel like I'm just chasing my tail, going round in circles while my fertility declining..what can I say to myself to help me get through this painful time ? How do I stop it from consuming my life? Please helo.