Before I started this job I had an abortion. The timing wasn’t right, I was really ill and depressed and I couldn’t cope with it. I have a dd (3) already.
I have struggled with it ever since, but threw myself into my new job. However in my role I work closely with babies and my mental health is struggling so much lately that I feel like it is affecting my work. Coupled this with 6 months of struggling to conceive. I am so overwhelmed and in a constant state of anxiety. It all feels too much today. I want to ring my boss tomorrow and tell her I can’t do this job anymore