Shit day ... feeling totally "done in & defeated"

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I can normally see the positive in everything.

Today I can't. I just want to vent. I don't want to call anyone to cheer me up or talk but just vent it out.

In 5 months I've lost 3 family members, not to Covid (other reasons) but due to Covid, couldn't see them and no proper funeral.

Then sadly lost my aunt last weekend who I was extremely close to, near enough a surrogate mother. I'm heartbroken today, I was doing ok and today it's him me so bad.

All this Covid stuff, I was getting through it, hoping for some kind of end. There will be no end will there?? This is it, forever ..... there is no joy in cafes, shops.

Ugh .... shit shit day

I’m sorry to hear you had a terrible day 😩

Oh and aunt didn't die from Covid either! They just all bloody died.

Thank you @Gibble1 ..... I suppose tomorrow is just another day. Have a good weekend

I’m so sorry.

Right there with you on it’s all shit and no joy in sight. Tomorrow IS another day, though.

That's a lot of people to grieve in a short space of time, between that and the state of the wider world I'd be surprised if you weren't struggling

Big hugs x

Hope you're alright

Vent away. We’re here to listen.

Get through today
Then the next day.
One day at a time.

When it is ready, the joy will come back, but it's very natural to hurt right now, especially when Covid restrictions make it even harder to pay your respects and move through grief

Thank you .... kindness is a simple gesture.

Eaten crap all day too

I really feel for you. Things will be better but it will take time.
Be kind to yourself, do whatever it takes to get through today.

I don't really know what to say, life is hard generally right now and losing people you love must make it so much harder.
Try and let yourself grieve for your Aunt, I don't know where you live but I find getting out into nature helps clear my mind.

How are you feeling today OP? I hope you are a bit brighter.x

I've done a great houseclean. The satisfaction is quite something!

I'm tired. My brain is so tired. I just want to wake up refreshed.

I feel guilty the day is beautiful and I can't be arsed to go out.

Thanks for all your replies .....

Dreading the funeral of my aunt. I just want it over with