nearly choked on my vomit last night

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I don’t know why I’m writing this just in a bit of shock last night I had drinks with a friend about a bad week mental health wise and some relationship problems my sister is in the flat next door To me looking after dc I i in during the night feeling quite ok and much better for getting out and catching up with friends I cooked some food and spoke to a friend on the phone working the night shift I went to sleep after about an hour and half after coming in I was woken by my sister who heard me crying from flat next door I was choking on my vomit in my sleep and managed to throw myself on to the floor out of bed to obviously save myself choking I didn’t think I was that drunk made food had a long convo on the phone brushed teeth took make up on then got in bed I’m not completely lucid and can’t believe or really remember what happened I’m really scared to think I could have died! If I wouldn’t have Been crying and woke my sister up what would have happened 😓

Gosh what a fright. The main thing is, nothing bad actually happened. It could have, but with your sister looking out for you and your actions throwing yourself on to the floor, you were fine. People have near misses all the time with falls, in the car, etc etc, chalk it up to another oh fuck moment like these. Maybe you can count up exactly how much you had to drink so you know not to have that much next time? Be gentle on yourself today.

Thankyou just feel like an idiot and worried my poor sister who was doing me a favour my sister told me I was so hysterically upset she thought I’d taken some halucinigenic drug and was close to calling an ambulance apparently I was in a very bad way and Wonder if all the upset from the week I’ve had came it in one