I have been thinking a lot lately of how unfulfilled I feel in my job, and am looking to take a different career route, I'm in an office based job, and have never known what I've wanted to do long term.
I would LOVE to become a primary school teacher, I think I would be really good at it and have so much dedication into showing kids care, nurture and passion. And would love to do this through teaching, I think growing up in an abusive household has made me this way.
I have googled but would like to find out how to get in to teaching , know I would have to go back to college/uni and it would take some years.
Can anyone help with any processes? I'm in Scotland.
Also, this makes me cringe with guilt to write, but when I was a teenager I was charged with assault, will this affect this is any way? (Just a big group of drunk teens fighting with each other and I have cut contact with all the toxic friends in my life a long time ago)
I am deeply ashamed and regret my actions, this was a time when I was drinking a lot and used to self harm, live with addicted abusive parents in poverty and is just not me anymore.
I'm not trying to make excuses and certainly don't want sympathy but just want to explain why I was so fucked up, my life instantly changed when my daughter was born and I'd never dream of harming another person.
Thanks for reading if you got down this far!